Friday, 27 December 2013

Curiosity Vs Caring

Assalamualaikum

Kita ni kena tahu beza mana satu curiosity and mana satu caring. Biasaya caring ni datang dari pihak keluarga dan rakan-rakan rapat yang selalu amek tahu hal kita luar dan dalam. Manakala, curiosity pula adalah datang dari pihak di mana tak rapat pun dengan kita tetapi tiba-tiba jadi rapat sebab nak tahu hal kita, tiba-tiba dah pandai whatsapp kita tiba-tiba dah pandai ajak lepak dengan kita., Ini adalah golongan busybody. Fullstop! Hehehehe.

Dah terang lagi tersuluh, kita bukanlah saudara, adik beradik mahupun rakan sebantal. Hihihi. Kalau saya rasa saya tak sesuai untuk memanjangkan perbualan saya, saya rasa awak dah boleh tahu apa yang ingin saya sampaikan. Saya tak kongsi hal personal saya dengan orang yang saya tak percaya apatah lagi dengan orang yang saya baru kenal. Bukan apa, saya bukan tak suka, cumanya rasa tak selesa kerana golongan ini rata-ratanya tidaklah secaring yang disangka, biasanya mahukan cerita sahaja. Dan dikhuatiri cerita-cerita yang didengar tadi bakal dihebahkan.

Golongan busybody ini pula kadang-kadang buat-buat tanya. Hehehe dia ingat saya ni bodoh ke tak tahu yang dia nak korek rahsia saya, saya terus diam ataupun ubah topik ataupun siapa yang bertuah tu dapat lah ayat ni "Wehh, tak boleh lah nak bagitahu, it's too personal" Hahahaha. Macam mana pun, apa pun keadaan, saya haruslah jaga nama baik saya, abah mak saya, family saya dan keturunan saya kelak agar cerita yang saya disampaikan kelak takkan memalukan semua pihak. It's not that easy to jaga hati semua orang, nak nak kau rapat dengan ramai orang.

So, semua kena tahu siapa yang layak kita label caring and curiosity. Saya tahu kepada siapa yang layak nak dengar cerita hidup saya. Saya tahu siapa yang saya rasa pandai jaga and simpan rahsia saya. Saya dah serik. Maaf.

Friday, 5 July 2013

Hello Short Semester!

The sure thing is this is my FIRST and LAST short semester! Duhhhh, it's soooo ridiculous gila k buat short sem while others enjoying their holiday. HAHAHA. K, K, K. Aku memang tak pernah buat short sem. Masa aku CFS dulu pun mana ada buat short sem. Pishiang gilaa bak hang duduk kat dalam bilik tu tak buat apa. So, I decided to kerja part time as a tutor at tuition centre dekat somewhere in Selayang. Hehehe. Okay wish me luck guys :)

Saturday, 15 June 2013

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Wednesday, 12 June 2013

Interviewed by IIUM.FM

Nak cerita benda ni dah lama sebenarnya tapi takde masa yang sangat sesuai untuk update blog kan. So, sementara berpeluang nak cerita ni, aku cerita je lah hehehe.

Pagi tu kelas Research Methodology cancel and I was like "YEAY, HEAVEN" sebab petang tu aku banyak sangat benda nak kena prepare actually, takdelah banyak just a presentation, presentation untuk class American Literature and aku ye ye semua orang dalam class tu nampak and sedar aku tidak menyukai kelas tersebut. Bangun je dari tidur terus prepare for the presentation apa semua. Tiba-tiba ada orang whatsapp

Syuk : Kau busy tak petang ni?
Me : Hmm aku ada presentation lahh. I got class till 5. Kenapa?
Syuk : Ohyeke, aku nak invite kau jadi guest dekat IIUM.FM
Me : Serious lahhhhhhh weh.
Syuk : Aahlah. So, presentation what time?
Me : Hmm kelas tu pukul 320 habis lah.
Syuk : Lepas tu?
Me : Aku ada kelas Political Science, tapi kalau nak skip boleh je. (HAHAHAA)
Syuk : Hahaha. Okay okay, aku invite kau dengan Kak Neen tau.
Me : Yekeeeeeee. Okay okay. Weh jap. In English?
Syuk : Yupp
Me : Wehh, aku mana fluent doo English
Syuk : Tipuuu budan BENL tak fluent. Hahaha
Me : Hmm hmm okay okay.
Syuk : So 330 aku tunggu dekat HS Cafe.
Me : Okay. Hehehe

Oh BTW, Syuk ni DJ IIUM.FM, classmate lama aku kat CFS dulu. And I asked him, what's the topic that we're gonna talk about. He said 'blogger'. T.T

OMG, masa tu aku mana ada blog dah. Aku dah delete kot semua benda and aku siap private kan lagi. So, aku tak tahu lah apa aku nak cakap nanti. hahaha. Nasib baiklah ada point yang sedikit sebanyak di bantu oleh Kak Neen. Oh ye btw, supposedly MiliMilo yang di interview tapi disebabkan she was busy at that time so Syuk asked me to replace MiliMilo.

But yeah. Its still, aku rasa happy bila dapat peluang macam ni, aku mana lah famous kan sampai blog aku ni nak diketengahkan. Hehehe. Yelah sebab blog aku banyak pasal personal life je. Ya Allah rasa malu pun ada jugak dengan Kak Neen sebab dia punya blog banyak beneficial stuffs yanng kita boleh perolehi kan. Hehehe. But thank to Kak Neen jugak sebab banyak jugak lah dia tolong apa yang aku nak cakap nak jawab masa on air tu. Nasib baik dah kenal lama dengan Kak Neen. So, takdelah rasa kekok sangat kan Kak Neen :P

Alhamdulillah everything went very well. This is one of the sweetest memories that I got from IIUM. At least. :) Thanks guys. Thanks Kak Neen, Syuk and Sara. Thanks Allah :)




Sunday, 9 June 2013

Year Two. End


Hello assalamualaikum. Malasnya nak bukak laptop nak update blog, hmm sebelum tidur ni bosan bosan guling guling atas katil haaa menyempatkan diri ini nak update something.

Alhamdulillah, friday hari tu dah habis exam dah. Dah lah susah gila paper RM tu, tak tahu lah aku jawab apa tapi sampai situ je kemampuan aku and usaha aku now tawakal sahaja lahh. Hihihi. 

Pejam celik pejam celik dah habis 2tahun, so ada lagi 2tahun nak tempuh. T.T. Lamanyaaaaaaa lagiii. Cane niii. Hahah. 

Takpelah slow slow insyaAllah banyak lagi hikmah tuhan nak bagi, jangan nak sedih je bila tengok kawan kawan lain dah grad (u lain) haha. Kannnn sobss. 

Okay mata dah berat. Goodnight guys :) 

Friday, 24 May 2013

Goodbye Scars!

Hello guys. Assalamualaikummmmmmmmmmmm :) Happy Wesak btw :)

Haaa kadang-kadang kesian tengok kawan-kawan yang muka banyak scar jerawat atau pun scar chicken pox just like mine -.- I have it on my forehead, damn its IBU k. Tahu tak ibu chicken pox tu apa? Ibu chicken pox tu, chicken pox yang first first sekali tumbuh. At first, serious aku memang tak tahu tu chicken pox ingatkan gatal gatal biasa je, aku pun garu garu lah sampai berlubang. hehss. Nanti korang nampak lah dekat gambar-gambar bawah ni. Tapi for that type of scar takkan hilang sebab dia memang scar kekal macam kau kena inject BCG tuu. Haa. Ish, sedihnya. T.T tapi takpe, pemanis muka katanya. hahahaha.

Meh lah sini, aku sharekan kat korang macam mana nak hilangkan parut-parut dekat muka :)



Aku memang pakai Vitamin E Body Shop dari zaman aku CFS lagi tau, sebab kulit muka aku kering and serious jerawat memang takde langsung k. Tapi tapi tapi the bad thing is muka aku akan nampak dull gila. Macam kusam je. Haa gitu. Masa aku consume Vitamin E ni, muka memang dull and I dont know why, tapi serious muka sangatlah lembut lembap and takde jerawat langsung berani naik. Lama jugak aku pakai Vitamin E ni. Sampai ada satu masa aku stop sebab muka dah okay kan. So, aku pakai facial foam lain serious aku lupa apa. Hahaha. Tapi masa tu, perghhh jerawat aku naik balik kau tahu takkkkk. Oh yes aku ingat dah, aku pakai garnier yang lemon tu. Muka aku sangat tak sesuai dengan Garnier tuuu. Mula-mula aku fikir jerawat naik sebab aku tukar pencuci muka tau. Sebenarnya, kalau kita pakai whitening kan memang jerawat akan naik sebab dia ada buih tau, buih tu akan hakis kulit kita katanya. So, apa lagi berdezup-dezup aaaaaaaaaaaa jerawat naikk weh T.T


 SEEEEEE, nampak kannn? T.T Masa ni jerawat memang dah teruk. Lepas tu aku kena pakai facial paint untuk play for Drama class aku. Lagi lah tak tentu arah dia naik. Teruk sangat. Serious, as a girl kau akan rasa macam ya Allah weh apehal muka aku weh. And serious rasa segan gila kalau jumpa orang ke apa ke. Rasa macam tak confident langsung nak jumpa orang. Yelah before this muka memang okay kan. Tiba-tiba jadi macam ni, rasa lain lahh.

It is recommended by Watie. Hehehehe. Dia suruh aku try Dalacin T ni. Ia boleh didapati di farmasi farmasi berhampiran ye. Harga dia not bad. Dah RM41/ RM42. Dap kan je dekat jerawat-jerawat. Sangat bagus! Serious. Walaupun dah stop pakai, jerawat takkan tumbuh lagi :) 


Pakai itu pakai ini semua sensitive, aku try pakai Elianto pula. Ini pun serious sangat bagus untuk kulit kering macam aku ni, jerawat pun taknak tumbuh. Bila muka kering sangat, jerawat pun senang naik tau sebenarnya. So, cuba try guna ini :) Aku guna facial foam ni sampai sekarang. Murah pun murah ! :)
Sangat affordable untuk student macam kita ni hehehee 


Untuk scrub, aku still guna Vitamin E Body shop. :) Hanya scrub ini sahaja yang tak naikkan jerawat untuk kulit muka macam aku. Aku pernah pakai St. Ives tau. Sangat sangat sangat besar besar jerawat yang naik. T.T Nasib baik jumpa Vitamin E ni, and try and okay sampai sekarang! :D


Untuk pelembap muka, aku memilih untuk menggunakan Garnier. Haa yang ni okay, takde masalah setakat ni. Muka nampak glowing. Tak nampak dull. :D




Untuk compact powder, aku lebih selesa menggunakan Garnier and Shisho Body Shop. 
Garnier tu aku pakai untuk ke kelas, disebabkan kulit muka jenis dry skin, aku tak boleh nak pakai bedak baby. Sebab texture dia tak sama nanti kulit muka rosak lagi teruk.
And kalau untuk keluar jalan jalan ke dating ke hahahaha aku guna Shisho tu, muka berpeluh pun tak nampak berpeluh, biasanya aku akan basahkan span dia before apply ke muka. Try lahh! hehehe :D

So, jadilah macam ni! 


Biasalah tu camwhore ennnnnnnnnnnnn, itulah kat dahi tu chicken pox tu. hahaha. K. Haa nampak tak kulit muka jadi halus ! Itu lah rahsia sayaaa. Cehhh. hehehe. 





Friday, 12 April 2013

Boonaa Mohammed - Tricked By The Devil










I was tricked by the devil

I really thought I could win, before he started his wis-was-whispering 
These sins are thanks to him, 
Before I could begin, He stabbed me in the side, I was barely alive, 
About 3 seconds in, 
The doctor pulled me outside, and to my surprise he was already there
I kind of thought it wasn't fair, 
A thousand friends and not a friend to spare,
But a true enemy will meet you everywhere; 
I lived a life of fear
I knew he was out to get me, but I was never quite sure when and where
In high-school it was clear, 
You could never be alone with a girl because he was always there
A 3rd party to every party of naughty Kens and ditzy Barbies' 
Hardly ever needed a reason to visit me on weekends 
I feel like I could almost see him
It feels like he is running through my veins, 
Like my yawning entertains 
My life has never been the same
Since I uncovered this conspiracy to keep me away from Heavens gates 
I almost thought it was too late
I thought it was the bottom of the 9th, 
Until I heard a statement that Allah loves those who repent
These words were heaven sent, 
Even for a sinner like me, 
Is it possible that I could be free?
When even my father got deceived 
It's hard to believe, the devil just suggested they should eat from the tree 
Are we really that naive, to deny his jealousy 
He is an open enemy, removed from the heavenly, so don't just blame Eve
For arrogance was his felony, technically we should take credit see
Because we are the vey cause of his false notion of supremacy 

So now he waits for night fall to befall upon us all
Before he makes the call for his helpers to sprawl 
Offering good times in dark alley ways and bars
On big screens he can be seen around movie stars
Throwing up the devil sign as rock stars smash guitars 
Patience is from Allah and hastiness is from Shaytan
In the mirror telling women who is the fairest of them all 
The devil is in the details of your 50, 000 dollar car 
His interest rests in the things that we obsess 
And when you stand to pray, he will place doubts in your head, 
He will help take a perfectly good deed and make it all for show
You can have everything you need but he`ll still make you want more 

He will take a husband from his wife, a drug addict from his life 
He will tell you that you da man, and you'll really think he is right
He will make the righteous fight despite their insight 
He is the reason why you can't get up to pray at night




He ties his 3 knots tight, and too his delight 
He will gladly make a deal with you for the right price 

In Ramadan he is gone, but we still sing all his songs
Bad dreams are from him and he eats with his left hand 
You can see him from a far, getting chased by a shooting star 
He loves procrastination and laziness; the friend of an atheist
He is the DJ at the party telling everyone to drop it low
He is the boyfriend promising you that nobody will ever know 
He is that guy on youtube writing all those stupid comments about our deen
He is the reason that masjid board member never wants to leave 
He will promise you the world but he doesn't own a seed 
He will whisper in your ear things you he wants you to believe 
Come on sister loosen up that hijab, let your hair catch a breeze 
And don't be extreme; those jeans will make you every man's dream 
Brother you are so pious, you should be the one to lead
Everybody is deviant, but you're going to Jannah guaranteed 
He promises you poverty in exchange for charity 
He runs the biggest baddest gang of evil jinn and shayteen 
Autubillah Minash Shaytaanir Rajeem (spit)
The one who is far from As-Sirat Al-Mustaqim

So I'm sorry Mr. Devil but I don't want to play on your team 
So please keep me out your plans and all your evil wicked schemes 
Don't invite me to your parties or call me to disbelief 
I won't speak ill about my brothers cause I know you love it when we beef 

I was tricked by the devil, took hold of me when I was weak 
Now he's trying to be my homie, calling me with his deceit 
And your facebook requests I won't accept, I confess 
One of the greatest tricks he ever played was to make the world think he didn't exist

But the fact is he doesn't sleep, or take sick days or leaves 
So seek refuge in Allah from the accursed one Iblis 
And if he asks for a ride than you better say never
Because a ride with the devil might last you forever